I went and got in the car in the center.
That night the city was paralyzed by heavy snow. Everything was muffled, so were my thoughts.
I sent him a text message saying that I was not sure she could leave with the car. He told me that if I wanted to see him do it and I had to point. He wanted to see me.
attentive guidance and as I approached the meeting place I felt the tension in the shoulders. "But what the hell am I doing?" - "I'm going to risk it for a purpose?". yes because that was safe, you could feel the air that night I got to the end. So tense and agitated about the situation came to him with stomach closed.
A. was all smiles. He went cold in the car and I immediately took my hands in hers. That gesture made me melt. Despite being a very young boy, his hands are as big as those of man.
Imboccai the first road, but where could we go? Did not want to immediately take the classic secluded place where the kids end up making love. I needed an excuse, however, to go to a nice place, but not too busy. I remembered a beautiful village not far from the town where you could enjoy a beautiful view. We went there.
c'ervamo On the street just us and some other crazy. The radio was playing but I could not hear a song, I could not follow the music. Then he leaned from his seat and came over to me. He kissed me. A mouth warm, welcoming, soft. I could not believe, "the idol" of a lot of girls was kissing me, wife and mother still overweight in the last pregnancy.
The glass began to be tarnished, the air became warmer and he had his hands under my shirt. He tried to sneak over the world, would not let me rest, he made love there on the roadside, in some houses. No one could not. I picked up the situation and drove to a secluded spot. Now we were free to do what we wanted, without brakes, without hesitation and without regret on my part.
We kissed for an indefinite time. His lips were red, hot, tired. I undressed and in a moment I was completely naked. I did not want this, I wanted to enjoy my time savoring every moment. That evening before leaving home, I remember that it took at least 5 minutes in the choice of slip. He tore them to me in a second from the body without even deigning to a look. This felt all his gioivinezza rests on the shoulders. But what was I doing?
went even worse when A. mistake to put the protection. The beauty of the moment was gone in a flash, I wanted a man, he was just a boy disguised as a man. We made love so to speak. He was in a hurry to enjoy, a meeting was at times violent, but I did not hurt. We turned one over the other a couple of times before he reached the peak of pleasure ... I do not. Only the memory of a long lay, made me feel good.
Even now that we've seen more, the thought of that night makes me smile. What I thought to find the man of my dreams?
was almost 5 am and riaccompagnai home. It had stopped snowing and the roads were frozen. I almost ended up a cliff already. What I was unaware that that night. But at that time I was there and I could not change things, I could not go back in time.
He almost fell asleep in the car. I looked like a chick next to me, I seemed to be his mother. I decided that tonight would be the last. The feelings that I had boiled it in different sections on opposite sides. One moment I was happy, sad after a while.
I will bring this experience to the grave with me. Nessuno dovrà sapere, non avrebbe senso. Sarebbe solo puro egoismo andare a raccontare tutto a mio marito. Non voglio ferirlo più di quanto non abbia già fatto, lui non se lo merita, lui non mi merita.
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